my first response.

after over two weeks of avoiding and ignoring n, i finally responded to his latest email (which was written four days ago.)

<email from n>
i was surprised to read my forecast for the beginning of may…

Uranus square Ascendant: Sudden separations

Beginning of May 2009 until beginning of January 2011: This influence is
likely to have a very disruptive effect on your relationships. Influences
may enter your life, either through your home or your profession, that
will challenge the foundations upon which your life is built. This
challenge will be reflected in surprising encounters with others that
upset your way of living or in sudden separations from persons who you
thought would remain in your life for some time. Or it may be that you
yourself are the catalyst of all these changes as you seek to become free
of circumstances that have become oppressive.

During this period it is quite likely that you will do things and go
places you never would have thought of in the past. The old patterns of
your life simply can no longer encompass what your life is becoming now.


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<my response>
seems like a positive prediction for you. i only wish the best for you.

it’s true. i only wish the best for him. even though we are no longer in each other’s lives (i hope that responding was not a mistake… and does not cause me further grief,) i do want what is best for him. i did love him, and will always love him. we just weren’t meant for each other.

on a happier note, i’m really happy with who i am with now. things are going well.